Yes Beloved ๐
When we wait for a miracle in our lives, when we wait on ๐๐๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ and seek Him with all our hearts, we strive to draw near. And after all our trying, He faithfully comes to us.
But then what does ๐๐๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ do?
He watches. He searches our hearts. He lifts us up high, only to allow us to fall. Does that surprise you?๐
Yes, my dear, He will break us. He will crush us.๐ ๐ข๐ต, ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ป ๐ถ๐ ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฝ! It can feel ruthless because we have never walked this path before. We feel wounded because we are so comfortable in our own zones, and this pain stirs anger toward Him. "๐ฌ๐ผ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐น๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐บ๐ฒ! ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฐ๐ผ๐๐น๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฒ? ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฐ๐ผ๐๐น๐ฑ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ต๐ถ๐?" ๐ ๐บ๐ถ๐น๐น๐ถ๐ผ๐ป ๐พ๐๐ฒ๐๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ผ๐๐ฏ๐๐ ๐๐๐ถ๐ฟ๐น ๐ถ๐ป ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐บ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ด๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐ณ๐๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป..๐ซ
But see, beloved ๐ Remember this: ๐๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ ๐๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ,๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ง ๐๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐. I have seen parents who pamper their children too much, and that very indulgence can become a poison. Our ๐ก๐๐๐ฏ๐๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ will never ruin us with such empty pampering๐๐. Yes, my dear, you understand me.
So, do not think evil of Him. Do not shout at Him in rage. Do not shrink from Him in fear. Also, don't run away from him. He does nothing without a holy and perfect purpose. Never, ever forget that!๐๐
He will break us. This is sure. Why?
๐๐๐๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ ๐๐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซถ. Do you seriously know that? Do you understand the depth of that truth?
What he is breaking in us is our carnal nature. our carnal mindset, our carnal habits, our carnal tastes, our carnal morals, and our carnal comforts and perspectives. ๐๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ก๐๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐จ๐ฅ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐๐ค๐ ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐ง๐๐ฐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ฌ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ฎ๐๐ฅ ๐๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ who can contain ๐๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ญ. He breaks us only because He alone knows how to build us into who we were truly meant to be. He does nothing for idle pastime. Please remember that. A carnal being cannot perceive the beauty of spiritual things.๐
He is molding us for Himselfโspecifically for His glory and our ultimate good. Behind this fierce process, there is only one reason, ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ ๐ง๐ข๐๐ข๐๐๐ง๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ซ๐๐: ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฉ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ ๐จ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐โจ.
That is why He will break us, remake us, mold us, and shape us into His own image and according to His perfect will. Then, He will bless us to become a carrier of His radical love to many in His name.
So while He is breaking, remaking, and shaping us, He may seem silent. Oh, that silence feels like hell! At that time, don't leave that situation in the middle, try to stand with him and hold his hand tightly. He is preparing us in that empty, dry desert of brokenness. But if you rely and wait upon Him in that season, ๐๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ก๐๐๐ซ๐ญ ๐จ๐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ ๐ for the millions who do not know how to love and are desperate to be loved.๐๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐๐ค๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฅฐ
Always remember this: If ๐๐ ๐๐จ๐๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ค ๐ฎ๐ฌ, ๐ฐ๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ง๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐ฅ๐๐๐ซ๐ง ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ธ๐ฒ ๐๐ข๐ฆ๐. In that breaking, He is producing His masterpieces. His love-makers and grace-donors. Without the breaking, there can be no beautiful, lasting building ๐.
Armed ๐ก๏ธ with the love He gives you, you will comfort those who are longing for it. ๐๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ถ๐ ๐น๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐ถ๐๐๐ฒ๐น๐ณ!โก
And one more thing, if He does not break you, it is not a sign of His love. But when He breaks you, He invests His entire focus on you. He cannot and will not leave you for a minute, not even a single second. ๐ฌ๐ผ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐น๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ฏ๐ท๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ถ๐ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ณ๐ถ๐ป๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฒ๐ป๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป. How honoured we are!๐
So do not fear, beloved ๐
You are held securely in the ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ ๐๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ's ๐ก๐๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐คฒ๐ซถ And listen closely, dear one: ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ถ๐น๐น ๐ป๐ผ๐ ๐น๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฑ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ถ๐ ๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ป๐ผ๐ ๐ฎ๐น๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ ๐ด๐ผ๐ป๐ฒ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ณ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ธ
๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐๐ก indeed ๐
